

What I WantThis, this is it This is what I wantWhat I Want
This moment here right now
These, your arms around me These, your lips to mine
This, this is what I want
This, this is what I need
Here, your scent surrounding
Here, your heart to mine
This, this is what I want This, this I can't let go
Now, our love is shining
Now, our love is strong
This, this is what I want
This, this will last forever
These, words softly whispered
These, feelings now revealed
This, this is what I want
This moment kept


UnseenDarkness surrounds you suffocating Unseeing hands reach and grab, grasping nothing but air Blind legs stumbling, searching for what cant be foundUnseen
Lost and alone panic grips your heart
A dark all consuming, so complete you lose sense of where you begin and it ends Imagined shapes before blind eyes
A wistful though that cause tears to tumble down your cheeks Afraid of what cant be seen
Swallowed whole by fear, your ears swamped by silence Mindless now you're going insane forever searching for what's in the dark unseen.


The StormThe storm rages on, a reflection of what's going on inside her, Will she make it thought this time? Or will this be her end?The Storm
The anguish inside coils around her heart making it hard to breath Outside the storm rages on, Lightning lashing the earth
As the rain pours down, so do the tears down her cheeks. She struggles to see past the pain, but the bloods flowing freely now Spilling over the banks of her veins
Thunder crashed joining the chorus of her tears, The heavens making it known tonight they mourn for her. Inside the storm rages on  


Blindsided By LoveIt's cold, so cold that my breath makes a puff of powdery ice particles in the chilled air. I shiver, huddled in my overcoat covered in a shower of glass; glass from the phone booth walls; blood stained fragments that glint in the overhead fluorescent light like ruby crystals in a kaleidoscope. As the warm trickle of my blood flows out of my veins momentarily warming my frozen skin, I feel the chill of the air shiver through me. My eyes struggle to stay open, lids and lashes fluttering faintly like butterflies, I look down. My gaze catches sight of my scratched, naked legs curled up half hidden against the cold under my overcoat. Blood. So muBlindsided By Love


The Shadow Vampire...22It took another week for me to leave the house - in which time I ate maybe 3 times, only for my body to purge what food I had eaten. Tarja didn't call and neither did any of the band. I couldn't help but wonder if they knew that Jari had left me.The Shadow Vampire...22
Left. Maybe forever. And I didn't even understand why. After I had a shower one morning, I decided that I needed to call one of them. My stomach was a noticeable bump and, casting aside everything I knew about pregnancy, I couldnt help but wonder if that was the case. Akseli. I


The Shadow Vampire...21For the rest of the day, I sat unmoving on the bed, trying to convince myself that he hadn't gone. That he hadn't left me. When twilight came to end the day, I couldn't stop the tears as they started to fall. I dropped down onto the floor on his side of the bed and curled up into a ball, wishing that the floor would just absorb me and I could disappear.The Shadow Vampire...21
A hideously cruel voice in the back of my head told me that he was never going to come back, that he didn't love me at all and everything had just been a farce. I wanted to ignore it, but it seemed so damn real. Ne


The Shadow Vampire...20The day came and went before another dawn came to find the lovers entwined in each-other's arms on Jari's bed, naught but a sheet covering them. "Good morning my love, soon to be my wife." Elle smiled sleepily and looked at the band on her finger, not quite believing that the past day had not been a pleasant dream. As Jari kissed her affectionately, she knew it was real. And it was wonderful.The Shadow Vampire...20
They stayed curled up together until 10:00, when a knock sounded at the front door. Somewhat reluctantly, Jari rose to attend to the disturbance. Quite irritatingly, whe


The Shadow Vampire...18Following their talk and kiss, the couple fell into a contented silence for several moments, just leaning against each other as though they had been together forever already. Suddenly, Jari broke the silence. "Could you really be happy in a relationship - a marriage - with me when I'm... when I'm touring about eight months of every year?" He wanted to ask if she would be happy with a vampire committed to drinking blood, but thought better of it almost immediately.The Shadow Vampire...18
Elle remained silent for a second before replying. "Yes. I could and would be happy because your band is a
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...vampyyri...
I'm not asking for much. All I want is your soul...
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...vampyyri...
I'm not asking for much. All I want is your soul...
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...vampyyri...
I'm not asking for much. All I want is your soul...
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